New Normal

Now that I have to adjust to life with new drugs and the constant pain, I’ve been thinking a lot today about normal.

Normal for me has never been normal for others. But I need normal, at least some form of normal for me to put my thoughts down.

Unfortunately, this means books will have to wait until I find my new normal. I can’t write in my current situation, I can barely think most days. Between the constant pain, which is normally a 9 or a 10, which is why I am out of Vicodin and can’t refill until the 7th of November and the figuring out drug side effects, my concentration is shot.

It could be a while. I will do my best to keep everyone informed and find my new normal as fast as possible, but it could be a few months.

As such, I have erased my goals and schedules for the rest of the year and won’t be setting new ones for a while.

My apologies. Bear with me while I sort myself out.

3 thoughts on “New Normal

  1. I have in my nearly 55 yrs had to find multiple new normal’s.. married,pregnant and abandoned by husband,buying my freedom from a failed second marriage due to his alcoholic+drug use and needing to get him thru rehab enough that he could survive on his own. The diagnosis of MS, Breast Cancer and the unexpected loss of both parents within weeks only to have a year of legal battles with a sibling who cares for nothing but money and no assist with expenses. The thing to remember in this is that it will dull and you will find your strength inside yourself to get thru this I have no doubt. Women are resilient creatures. We bounce back stronger and fight our battles with a inner core that will bend but not break. Take your time, you need and deserve it, heal as you can, find your places where I can do this but need help with that, and ask for help. we get too stubborn and want to do it ourselves too much, you can ask and get support and still be strong it doesn’t make you week it makes you more able to do what you need to in you soul. Let your soul guide you and remember you have a loved one that can help, and a fan base willing.

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